Today is winter solstice. There are a few people coming over this afternoon to do a winter solstice circle, and have a bit of a get together afterwards. So I have been thinking a little bit about the meaning of winter solstice, and what we will end up doing. I went to a nice Yule circle the other day, and there was a Yule log, carved with intentions for the coming year. People also wrote down intentions on pieces of paper, and poked them into cracks in the log. It was nice.
I have a number of things going through my mind. Among them is the story of Gawain and the Green Knight, a development of the theme of the battle between the summer and winter Lords, in which each chops off the head of the other. In Gawain and the Green knight, this story takes place at Yule, or actually Christmas, since it has been Christianized. Gawain accepts the Green Knight’s dare to lop off his head, and promises to submit himself to a blow from the Green Knight in his turn, at the following Christmas. Doubtless, he was thinking he would have nothing to fear from a thoroughly dead and headless knight. However the headless Green Knight simply picks up his head, and holding it under his arm, walks out. So Gawain is honour bound to keep his bargain, and at the following Samhain, sets out to seek the Green Knight, and his home, the Chapel Perilous, and so fulfil his promise. I can’t help feeling that Gawain is taking the path of the dead from Samhain to Yule, just like the winter sun itself. A rash and impetuous youngster, will have his honour and courage tested. In so doing, he will be born into his adult self, with the help of the Green Knight.
An on-line text for Gawain and the Green Knight is available and the wikipaedia article is worth a look for the quick run-down. But get hold of the Norton Anthology of English Literature if you can– I think the translation in that august volume is superbly poetical!
The theme of re-birth is, of course, appropriate for winter solstice, which is the re-birth of the sun. It strikes me that there are many re-births throughout life, where we transition into a new phase of existence, with new self awareness, new self understanding, new responsibility, new abilities, new vision and commitment. Sometimes life throws these moments at us which stimulate such a transition. However the magical person cultivates these transitions and growth steps, and develops the awareness to grasp them when they arrive.
It has set me thinking about what we may be able to do with our Yule circle. There are transitions and growth every day, if we choose to recognise it, cultivate it, and allow it. So I think maybe this Yule we can work on recognising transition and growth. Perhaps even more so, on focussing transition and growth, and crystallising transition and growth.
Ritual can and should be a means of transforming the inner landscape of the soul, and connecting and harmonizing it with the realm of the collective consciousness, the greater consciousness, the consciousness of Mother Earth, and with the energies of the spiritual currents that sustain and fertilize her.
Yule to me is about the child of the sacred marriage. On the Lord and Lady’s Beltane romp, a child was conceived, which now is born. The child of the sacred marriage is the child of promise, when magical and spiritual awareness comes into operation, and the potential of knowledge and awareness takes shape and form. The child of promise is the beginning of the journey, once the eyes have been opened. But the journey is still before one. In fact it is the journey of Gawain, setting off at Samhain to face his fears and stand by his honour.
So it is a celebration of the mother, in all her fertility, and the love and pain of childbirth. A celebration of the fruits of the sacred marriage. The joy and love of coupling, is balanced by the pain and exhilaration of childbirth. It is a celebration of potential, as yet unrealized, and so an acknowledgment that all of us have unrealized potential. Often it is fear, and want of courage, that prevents our potential from being realized, or causes us to develop it in a negative way. Like Gawain, we must develop the courage to face death in order to allow our potential to grow.
Facing death can occur in a number of ways. It doesn’t mean to take gratuitous physical risks and behave in a foolhardy fashion. This serves no great spiritual or developmental purpose. It does mean having the courage to risk loss of some type, in order to gain what is most important – the knowledge of the true self, and its work. What is there to lose? Well, it strikes me that what we have to lose is all the fond ideas and self conceptions we harbour about ourselves, the mental constructions we have of who we are, and what we can and can’t do, both conscious and unconscious.
These constructions are not our true self, but the like the tower of the tarot, imprison us inside a comfortable cell we call ourselves. A bolt of lightning is required to bring that tower crashing down, so that the true self may be re-born from the rubble of the collapsed tower, so that the true self has a chance to manifest its destiny in our lives.
This bolt of lightning is the sword of the Green Knight, and like Gawain, we fear it, and desire it. As death releases us as spirit from the physical body, a spiritual death and re-birth releases the spirit from the bondage of the mental tower.
There is of course much more to the story of Gawain and the Green Knight, and indeed to Yule, but that is enough to work on for this Yule. It might be nice to
enact the story of the Green Knight, so that we acknowledge the different roles we play for each other. Perhaps each person can be challenged by death. This of course opens another Yule resonance, with the Saturnalia of ancient
Rome. Saturn, in his shape as the Grim Reaper, personifies the passing of time, and the cycle of birth and death.
The bolt of lightning works individually, but also collectively, so part of our circle may be to call in a bolt of lightning for the collective consciousness – all for the highest good of all, of course!